Weeeeelll.

For some reason---I just really want to write an entry. I shoooould be packing. But you know...

I'm just really content right now.

I'm going to Chicago tomorrow at 7 in the a.m. I hate driving, especially by myself for five hours. Bummer. Oh well I get to see my sister and my nephew! He's so cute, well he is my nephew....

Speaking of, I really love my family. Really, really. Growing up with six brothers and sisters has been interesting. And despite never having Happy Meals growing up...I loved it.

I am so excited to see what God has in store for the rest of my life. To see what He wants me to do. I'm ridiculously happy about it.

It's Spring Break. No classes. No homework. No Math. How incredible  is that? 

Florida...

is gorgeous.

God....

is beautiful.

My sunburn...

is painful.

Jesus....

is my life.

Food...

is wonderful.

Yeah....

Gradually, slowly.

It will fade

Lighten, meld into me

Making me by God's mercy

Better, Kinder

This cloud will dissipate

This gnawing constant will numb

This darkness will shatter

Streams of light will shine through

And I will be blinded by

the beauty of it all

and everything will be sharper, brighter,

more glorious than before,

Because I have been where it wasn't

Where all that I could see were shadows

All I could feel was sadness

All I could know is that sob in the back of my throat

And all I wanted to do was fall into an everlasting sleep.

HUMILITY:

State to be

Cup to drink

Heart to break

Knees to bend

Tears to fall

Glory to see